This Year Is The Year Of Ox...Happy Chinese New Year to all IRC chatter..and thank you for supporting me always..xoxoxo..and all of my friends as well..hoping this year will change for me and also you guys for a better turn, and a better opportunity..wish all u girls and boys get a lots and lots of ANGPOW this year...hehe..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & GONG XI FATT CHOI!!
Nie ialah antara satu student kami yg buat nie...carving..buli tahan la jg..untuk function d kolej kami...tp personally pemalas tu tukang carving dia..sy xbrapa suka dia..hehehe
Nie pula makanan kami msk tuk Function kami yg paling last suda tu d kolej..makanan ala2 MALAYSIA..hehe..kena komen xcukup rasa..makanan sikit mgkn..xcukup garam..but not my dish la yg kurang rasa..dorg punya..
Nie la hasil kami time pastry class d kolej....buli tahan la juga..kc tgo kamu sak nie...hihihihi..satu group dua org tu..sy punya yg paling depan tu..yg cookies..
Before i start my RAMBLING on the KITCHEN life... i introduce to u guys the person next to me.. we call him Chef Steve..
This is some bout his characteristic:
Uina...sy GERAMMM ow skrg...padahal gitu pula sy kena anggp selama nie..hahaha ..mgkn saya ja yg budu kan..p igt g2..NAIF lg... EGO lg..im feeling so shitty at the moment..today i was going to do some nice blogs but it turns out the other way..Now im feeling so depressed, fucked up and just sighing for my stupidity =.='...but its ok..that how that person feel bout me..so let it be..u know who u are..so just stay away..is better dat way..and im HAPPIER that way..but nevermind..let see how far it goes..i just want to say FUCK IT!!
If u guys ever heard of the name Wewen..This is her..Real Name Joanne..I named my first channel after her..
There's a lot of things about this girls that is so complicated that me myself don understand at all..if u guys where there to see wad i did for here in the past..i guess u would know how much this girl meant to me..but past is past..let BYGONES be BYGONES..i just want to express myself here where i tried to explain to her once...but she never understood..or maybe she have her own difficulties..only god know..Dia ni baik btl ba..tp bf dia kan..nta la..dia nda brapa maw kisah..but the thing is when i first known her in college..we were all just stupid boys and girls..but time has move on, and also college life really change us all..if u don't believe me, u can ask them who been to college before..
Nie gambar dia paling cantik la dlm hp sy..dia yg bg..tu la sy post cnie supaya kamu berliur nmpk..hehe..i have love this girls for almost three years..and still perhaps..but i've let go of her from heart..mcm org ckp, jgn mengharap ba..last2 sendiri yg kecewa..ya..mmg btl 2..mmg sy kecewa berabis sama dia nie..she noes and i noe as well..kami x berhubung suda law kamu maw taw..i guess dats the only way to not let the feeling get into both of us again..byk suda sejarah kami sama2...im reali serious with this girl..hoping every day that something will change for the better..but i guess nothing is what we hope for although we try to make changes..something just can't be change..byk peminat dia nie..mcm sy byk peminat jg..hehehe..perasan sendiri skejap..i guess u need to get to noe her to know what kind of person she is..i hope years from now when we're both settle down..both of us will look back at the past and laugh at it..because Experience has no Price, you have to be there to feel it™
MiZ_CayG ba nie!!!!
Hmm...what can I say bout this girl..at first i know her from irc.. i never met this girl before but as you can see her pic above..she's quite cute huh..hehe..when i known her..she already have a bf..sorie aa..kc kembang ini isu..jgn trasa babe..then not long after that..they broke up..at that moment i can see how hurt she was..but that life i guess..maybe im the on for u babe..hehehe..men2 sak..tp ada satu psl nie budak ba..jarang maw layan sy..mcm sy taip2 d canel 2 invinsible ba..xnmpk org balik2 pggl dia..tp xpa..skg dia ok suda sama sy...n we're getting closer i guess..i hope so..jgn2 sy perasan nie..hihihi..rupa2nya nie budak hebat pula..semua dia sapu hbs..itu ini dia pandai..terer..hehehe..jgn kembang aa babe..but i guess that's a good thing..she love cakes and chocolates as far as i know...i she likes to eat a lot..i mean a lot a lot..hehe..harap2 kita buli rapat lg nnt babe..n one more thing..gmbr ko 2..yg atas 2..sy simpan aa...hehe..
I just want to say..before I write about others, let me write just a little bit of myself.. I was born in Hospital Besar Kuching on the 11th May 1988..the time of my birth I do not remember..hehe..anyway for most of my life, I was raised in Kuching..I learn some of the good and bad attitude there, but mostly got me where I am today and I don't regret any of it..I moved to KK in 2005 due to my dad's works transfer..so I finish my form 5 and take my SPM here..then not long after that..i went to college and now have my diploma..when entering the college, there are so much more than meet the eye..college life has teach me so much and change my personality at the same time..
I've gotten into serious relationship only twice in my life and both of them do not end well..perhaps is because of me..my ego personality..so I guess rite now I'm not ready yet to get into that stuff..the relationship thingy..but doesn't mean that I'm scared to get hurt, but I don't wan end up hurting others because i cant commit..
I am a chef..a learning one..and I hope to gain more experience by traveling and gain the blood, sweat and tears to it so it will be more meaningful..I really miss home so much..hoping one day when I have succeeded, I wont get lost and forget the meaning I did this the 1st time..I hate being where I am now but I'm still searching for my direction..hope will find it soon..^^
This is the story i have written when i was doing my oral presentation for my SPM exams using simple English. I think its a good story since i wrote it myself, so i post it here..enjoy..
There was a guy named Joe and a girl named Amy. Both of them never met before in this life time until one afternoon , they noticed each other in a basketball court that is near their house. Both of them share the same hobbies which is shooting hoops. Although they are strangers to each other, but both of them have a deep interest for each other but maybe because of 'shy shy cat' , the nerve to talk to each other just buried deep inside them.
Days went by, but the relationship between them is not going anywhere. They are still a stranger to each other. Both of them has the phobia of getting rejected perhaps. Maybe they do not accept rejection that well. Both of them still scared to take the chance to talk to each other.
Until one day, Amy forgot her Hp at home and usually her mom will pick her up after she finish her basketball hour. But at that moment, she do not have her Hp, so she take this chance to borrow Joe's Hp although she know that her mom will definitely pick her up because she is the only child in the family and her parent put full attention on her. But Amy was just using the 'Forget to bring my hp' as an excuse. So without any question, Joe just lend his Hp to Amy because it might be urgent. Amy took the phone and turn her back against Joe but instead of calling her mom, she jus miss called her own Hp, then she gave the phone back to the owner with a thanks.
Later on that night, Amy SMS Joe and tell him who she is. So they introduce each other thru SMS. That night was the best night for both of them. They chatted without stopping, asking each other dozens of questions until they are asleep. The next morning, Joe missed out one important SMS that Amy sent before they sleep. Amy was telling Joe that she have a crush on him since the very beginning. But Joe ignore the SMS because he thought Amy is just fooling with him. (this reminds me of the song by David Archuletta)
Later on the afternoon, they meet once more at the court, but this time they are talking face to face. So Amy ask Joe about his feeling on her again and mayb it goes like this 'Do You like me Joe, Do you , do you??' Amy express herself to Joe and convinced Joe dat she like him so much. Then Joe tell Amy about himself has fall in love with her at the very beginning but do not want to be rejected, thats why he just kept quiet. Then, they began to get together and love each other so much. Weeks went by and their relationship is getting stronger, the feelings as well.
On an unexpected day, Amy's parent came and separated Amy and Joe because they do not like the boy. They told Joe to stay away from their daughter and not to see her anymore. Joe was so broken hearted that Amy's parent disapprove their realtionship and he just walk away but crying deep inside. The next day, Amy never say Joe going to the court anymore. Amy ask his neighbours and they said that Joe has moved out. Tears start falling from Amy's eyes.
Two years has went like a wind, but Joe's feeling toward Amy remains the same and maybe stronger but so does Amy. Both of them do not know they both still misses each other that much. One night, when Amy was walking down the street, a driver was driving his car in a great speed. Amy did not noticed anything at that time because she is so blurred. When the car get closer, a man jump out of nowhere and pushed Amy to the sidewalk and instead of Amy, they guy was hit. Amy rushed to the guy that save him and looked at his face. Amy tears start to fall. The man who rescued her was Joe, a boy that she loved so much. Amy hold Joe's bloody hands tightly and wont let go and ask Joe to say her name a hundred times, a thousand times, a million times but don't he ever give up on her.
A few minutes later, the ambulance arrived and they quickly rushed to the hospital because Joe is bleeding heavily. He was sent to the ER immediately. Few hours later, the doctor who is doing the operation came out of the room and Amy run to the doctor to ask about Joe's condition. The doctor just shake his head and express hiss deep regrets. The doctor told Amy that Joe called up Amy name for 256 times before he loses his breath. Suddenly it hits Amy and realise that that was the day they firstly meet each other which is on the 25th June.
Hello..this is the first time I'm writing a blog so I'm not that good at it.. but i hope i can get better in writing.. The reason I'm doing this is because I just wanted so badly to express myself the way no one could understand.. I'm sure most of you guys are also have the same motive when you're new in this thing.. there is just so many things that is more to life that can be an interesting or maybe to be so unpleasent.. there is just so much more to be said and done..hopefully when i'm used to this blogging stuff..i can share some of the experience and disastisfication inside me..so i'm putting a dot for this blog..
