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Well, here I am again writing about something obviously. I actually do not know what to write but I guess I will tell about my life for the past few weeks. On the day that earth hour, on the 28th last month if I'm not mistaken, one of my best friend took me out. Then we'll spin around KK to talk about life, business, girl and etc. We had a couple bottle of drink on that afternoon waiting for the lights to be switch off that night. At that time, he just got his brand new D-max, so we take it for a spin. We went out without any planning and drove where the road take us.

Then when the night arrives, we are still driving and spinning around KK, noticing that KK people don't give a damn about the earth hour, so we shouted to the area where the lights was not off and say "Tutup ba lampu kamu tu". Then we decided to pick up one of our friend near inanam laut.
Then we ask him : Do you have any girls that we can take out with??
He said : Yes! There two of them, but the need to go back to keningau tonight and they're asking us to send them.
Then we reply : Nah! this is a brand new car, cant drive that far.
The he said : Just go and meet them. If they're bringing begs, then we'll just passby.

We agree to go for a look. So we drove to Kobusak where the girls are living. When we arrived, we saw one of the girl was crying. Then that friend go and ask her what happened. Out in blue, she said her grandmother just passed away. After a long discussion, we decided to give the girls a ride to kk to find a cab so that they can go to Keningau.

Then all of a sudden, we dicussed and because of the price for a cab is expensive, we agree to send them to keningau at that night. Then we arrived at Keningau at 2 am. After dropping the girls at her parent house. We visited our friend in Keningau and stayed there for 4 day 3 night. I was very happy at that time although knowing that many problem will occur right after I went back to KK because I went there without telling anyone. But I guess I didn't make the wrong choice because experience is what we're looking for no matter where we go.
The point I'm telling you this story is because, the girls that we send, one of them is very sweet and I really like her so much. She's cute, adorable and she likes to be pampered. She got all the qualities that I find all this long in a girl.

Other than that, she can makes me forget about miRc, forget about my ungratefull girlfriend and for me that a good thing. Because all this time when my girlfriend does not give a damn about me, so I dedicate myself to miRc. It were everything to me. This explain a lot about my behaviour in miRc. Many girls has fallen in love with guys in miRc, got broken hearted in miRc and meet new amazing friends and enemies there as well.

But still miRc chatters has teach me a lot about life. Things that I never knew before. Making me from an asshole to a better and more perfect person. So is not always bad when it comes to chatting and online. Everything has it purposes, benefits and disadvantages. Is how we take or we ignore them. I'm really looking forward in this relationship and I hope we will blend well.

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Tagged Again

25% that you need to know about me

Rules:

Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1. I hate backstabbers.

2. I always like my life to be perfect and i really want perfectness in everything I do..no flaws.

3. I really hate hypocrite..those people who hide they true self just to get someone attention and impression but not being who they really are.

4. I have always wanted to fly planes..i want to be a pilot..but i kinda like my profession now.

5. I prefer rock music rather than pop, jazz etc.

6. I have always wanted to go to Paris

7. I would love to open my own restaurant someday according to my own concept

8. I love someone so much until I can give up everything else just for her only.

9. I hate being blame for things I didn't do but I will still shut my mouth.

10.I'm really hoping that the person I loved can appreciate me more that she does right now

11. At this moment, I admit I'm not a great chef but I'll learn to be the best one.

12. Jealousy play a big part in me..as for the people I care of being close to someone else.

13. I love to watch football and I'm currently a supporter of Arsenal Fc.

14. I prefer Nike shoes than Adidas.

15. I've really wanted to get my freedom and hope I can handle it by myself.

16. I do not to borrow people money unless being forced to but still I will find other alternatives.

17. I prefer being happy go lucky but at the same time serious when it comes to responsibilities.

18. I hope to spend some sweet moments with my loved ones cause I seldom get the chance.

19. I'm always a loyal person. Respect me and I will do the same.

20. I hate being patronize and mocked.

21. I can learn something very quickly.

22. I've always wanted a sport car.

23. I like being proud of myself.

24. There are something that I hide inside me that I would like to burst out but waiting for the right moment.

25. Lastly, I want those people who I tagged to tell me some of their dark secrets.

These are the people who i will tagged:

1. Wewen
2. Miz_CayG18
3. Lady_Of_Liberty
4. Dingobee
5. Masterdy
6. lizzy_gal
7. LadyKay
8. twofivesix[256]

Wewen!!

1 year
12 months
365 days
8760 hours
525600 minutes
3153600 seconds
Everyday
Every night &
Every time
I will always miss you!!

Tagged By Madu Beracun Awal2 Pagi

1. How old are you?
I'm 21 this May..browse to then bottom of my page n you'll know :p

2. Are you single?
Maybe..but not available :p

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
When its time :p

4. Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now?
Maybe.. I'm thinking about that person now.. she always give me a headache :p

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Somebody else lo..let fate decide :p

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
Of course my best friend at that moment :p

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Wow..if I have the money..I will do those three :p

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
I'm thinking Paris because I've always wanted to go there and of course my wife choices as well ( tanda cinta kenen ) :p

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
I'll invite all of my friend and family ( FNF ) and all the people I knew if I can afford it :p


10.Will that include your exes?
Hell yeah.. why not..is not we're enemies after we broke up :p

11.How many layers of cake do you want?
In this case, I want a ten layer cake with ten different flavors :p

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
Evening..morning is usually boring.. :p

13.Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.
The song I share only with my wife of course..romantic ma :p

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork/knife?
I prefer my wedding to be perfect so fine dining is the choice :p

15.Champagne or red wine?
Wow..ermm..both and some extra traditional drink of choice :p

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Maybe the next day..maw ehem2 ma..kan 1st night :p

17.Money or household items?
I want BOTH!! :p

18.How many kids would you like to have?
For me la..two is enough..it is troublesome to get to many kids.. A girl and A boy :p

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
Of course la..is the moment we will want to remember for the rest of our life.. trus p jual tu dvd sama cd dia..ada jual $$ kan :p

People I tagged
1. Wewen
2. Miz_CayG18
3. Lady_Of_Liberty
4. Dingobee
5. Masterdy
6. lizzy_gal
7. LadyKay
8. twofivesix[256]

Comment By Madu Beracun

Love.

The strangest feeling we get dat makes us do the strangest things sumtimes. Even things we know are wrong. No one can tell you who 2 love or how, it just comes over you like a warm blanket on a cold winter night. There is no real written law that guides us in how we feel or who we have those feelings for. We simply must follow our heart. Sometimes even our heart can take us on a perilous journey. So many times there are those that have undeniable feelings for others when they know it is wrong and impossible to work out. Yet no matter how hard they try to avoid showing it sooner or later the inevitable happens. Perhaps it will turn out OK or perhaps disasterous. With this in mind our heart still take over and lead us straight down this forbidden path. Sometimes we are blinded by the opposite of LOVE, "LUST". Lust tries to make us feel it is love when reality is nothing of the sort. And there are sacrifices that need to be made, the pain to be endured.. Oh the sacrifices we are so willing to make in the name of love. Oh the pain so many have known over this supposed to be magical feeling. No one will ever be able to explain it, why do we do what we do, why we feel what we feel. No one can tell you what your heart does or does not want or need. No one can tell you if it is right or wrong. Even if you want to wait for the rest of your life, waiting for an answer from this special person, even if want to spend the rest of your life enduring the pain, no one can tell you that it is so wrong or that it is so right.

Because when it comes right down to it, there is no wrong in I LOVE YOU.

So dear friend, good luck. May all the sacrifices u hv made, all the pain u hv endured will worth it.

:)

Erm..sometimes it can be lust but sometimes it is just simply love. When you hang on for someone for quite sometime, you will notice that everything that you see in people, things or whatever connects to it will change to something much beautiful than before. How your feelings will revolve for all the people all around you. If you're totally happy, it is because of the love and passion you have in yourself. Love is such a complicated issue. We will never know what is right or wrong. Love changes people. Depression also changes people. Discovering who you want to love is not easy, we only can be patient and wait for that special moment and at that time when both of them is looking deep into each eyes, knowing that they're in love, a special undescridable feeling will present without us knowing it. That is the feeling I want to get out of that special someone. Thanx for ur comment and I believe that someday somehow my sacrifice will paid off. No regrets!! :)

Rehaunted/Memorable

Firstly, i would to say sorry for not updating my blog..now I'm gonna share with u guys bout sth dat I've been thinking bout this past few day..is like coming with memorable happiness in my head but left me with a scratch in my heart..I'm talking about someone i'm so into..i've never forgetten bout her..but that day the time i spend with her is so special in some word than can't describe..is a feeling that i love and hoping that day will stay still..when we love that moment..we wish that we can be there for a long time..but in this case..it only last for a day..the next day..everything change..i hate changes like dat..

Susah ba kan law maw harap sama org yg balik2 suda kc kecewa kita..antara kami mmg berlalu suda lama..tp nie la nie cari mslh balik..susah jg ba law mmg suka betul sama seseorang tu..maw lepas pun susah, maw trima balik pun susah..mgkn nie la cinta yg lama hilang tp kembali..psl hal nie..byk sy fikir jg..sbb sblm nie mmg susah ba hbgn kami nie maw berhasil..skg pun sama..xda sapa yg salah..skg feeling sy makin kuat sama dia..sy pun heran napa..disebabkan satu hari tu sj la..i felt something special with her..sy betul2 harap sesuatu akan berubah..sy maw kepastian..law xcinta bilang xcinta..lg senang..

Kalaw sy sama nie perempuan, hal2 dulu sy lupa trus dan pandai mghrap nie sama dia..sy xtaw napa..sama pmpn lain, sy buli buat besa2 ja..tp sm yg satu nie susa ckit..too many sweet and bad memories kami..bkn sy maw dia baca nie blog sy..tp sy cuma maw meluahkan sak..sbb law sy ckp sama dia pun dia xkan faham..hehe..tu yg lucu..lg bgs sy rasa kami x bjumpa tu ari..tp mgkn ada sbb dia..mgkn dia syg jg..tp nta la..kepastian pun dia xdpt bg..sy rasa bkn susah ba law maw btul2 sama tu org..ada org pernah kctaw sy yg lg bgs terima org yg syg ko wpun ko suka dia dpd ko syg 2 org yg ( ?? )..

Sy rasa kan law dia serius sama sy..dia akan happy..sy pun akan happy..bkn ka tu yg semua psgn maw? Disebabkan dia la makin lama makin keras hati sy nie..tmbh2 lg tekanan yg dia bg sy skg..tmbh la susah tuk sy menerima org len..mgkn sy perasan sendiri..tp sy dpt rasa kali nie dia mmg betul2 la setelah perjumpaan ari tu..i can sense something special..sy harap kali nie mmg sy betul la..xda org len yg sy maw bersama slain dpd dia..and don't ever ask me ko suka sy ka x..bcuz u noe the answer..just look straight into my eyes and u'll find how deeply in love i am with you...sy namaw tapok2 nie law berhubungan..sy xtaw napa dari dulu smp skg..Dulu time kami kapel..dia xsuka org taw nie kami kapel..mgkn dia malu ada bf mcm sy..tu pun sy respect keputusan dia..sy ikut sj rentak dia..

Sy betul2 mls suda mnggu..seksa btul tggu2 nie..sy maw skg kena ckp TIDAK taw skg kena ckp YA sy mmg syg ko..terlalu lama suda pnungguan sy nie..bila sy stop suda cari dia..dia akan cari balik trus dia akan buat sy gnie..kc kecewa sy..haha..mcm sy rasa sy bodoh nie..balik2 kena gnie..tp biar la..makin dia buat makin keras hati sy..prove it to me..bkn susah..mcm sy penah kc bukti sama dia dulu..law ko namaw dgn sy..ckp sak..jgn buat sy gnie..sakit kepala..ms sy terhad nie..hargai la slagi sy mc ada dekat dgn ko..Sy maw PERUBAHAN..samada ko berubah..taw sy yg berubah..

MuaaaaHhHxXx!!

100 Things About Guys that Girls Should Know

Disebabkan c liji ckp and comment byk psl nie topik yg sy post..nie special untuk dia..for all the things on the list below..if u think its not true or not relevent please refer to number 100 liji dear..
This is something I read from one the blog..so I just copy and paste it here for your convenience because i found out that most of it is true..I'm dedicating this to someone particular in mind(secret) I hope she read this although she is busy and knowing that I still care that damn much and also all the girls check this out..What guys are all about :p

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls.

2. Guys hate flirts.

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them.

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys do cry!!!

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!.. uh... never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28 You can never understand him unless you listen to him.

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Like Eve, girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long.

34. No guy is bad when he is courting

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying,"Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

66. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at u and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

100. Not all the guys are like this but most of them are.

P/s : For all the girls that do not like the guy who have a crush on you, reject him before it get serious because you will only hurt him in return..